we need education to learn? we make ourselves stupid. all products or systems we do not feel comfotable without, just because we weren't there before the refined version arrived.
you "don't know the system"? there is no system to know.
uncertainty_sucks_my_butt_hair. ...if you want to know something, then find out. get out.

what would you say if someone stated: oh, no, kids shouldn't really need to go through the growing up part, it is not their responsibility, really, there should be a machine for handelling things like that. such a horrible thing. growing. uh.

why can't we invent something that analyses the screams of the baby to that the mother wouldn't have to go through the trouble herself to find out what her baby needs? yeah. it would be great if people could never understand each other at all and just be scientific about everything and beat each other to death if they get some booze. yeah.

I spend an awful lot of time just imagining things, roleplaying in my head, or walking and sitting in places that I build up in my mind. and I sleep and dream. every time I go to bed, I have some kind of goal that I want to accomplish with my sleep. ..in my dreams. It never works out the way I wished for it to do, but the essence is definetly there, and the goal is reached. or a step towards it. I seem to not be able to lie to myself in the dreams. and this is interesting. interesting in the same way as lsd and psychosis. and void.

crap I'm tired, need to take this some other time. yea.