I have found that I disappoint myself very often. and since this realization came to me (that would be yesterday), things in me have been changing.

something will...most probably be written.
and..maybe my creativity will stop turn into frustration and angst so..that I can make something serious.

there is a presence of a certain character that much resembles the feeling of a wolf. he is probably sleeping at the moment, but this does not mean that we are unable to commune. because it is what is left when everything else is peeled off that we speak with.

I would like to be free from this angst, it has been bothering for too many years now. now that I'm finally willing to let go of what has been created through it and become whatever it would make me, I am definetly ready to stand before it..

..to turn away from all the lunacy that does not interest me.