another round on the spiral.
i'm awfully stoned at the moment, and i find it quite hard to write. i find most things really hard right now, and yet i maintain the ability to execute them. I am more stoned than the man in the mirror, yet i override the limit with ease. i amed to be able to do so. i feel that it's a strength that i gained as a reward for really hard work. (what is the correct preposition that would be the last one in that sentence?)
My relation to sugar....what is it?
I'm quite scared of it. i feel like i'm a bad, hated and lonely person if i'd want it. we could stop here for a first analysis - what is "to want energy/satisfy the thirst"? sweet things are associated with earth/ground. so are fat people and sturdy or strong people. sweet is home. milk. sleep and awake. to sink in. mother. if we translate that directly: "i am afraid of embracing the protection of my mother." but there is a roughness in this that isn't giving the full picture. the information retieval system isn't aware of where to retrieve tthe information. it only knows that the information is placed somewhere, and with a rough description of what it might look like and what the purpouse of getting it is to the current level.
How will I look for the information? there are some strategies: you find a script that translates the information on all the levels(ref. up), which means you have to unlock the levels into a sphere when the information is recieved. change yourself. the second option is to find a script that translates the path to the information. change the view. find a script that allows the exact copy of the information so that your current level reads a script of its future (which is not the most effective way). Then you could only pack up for a long night and search under every stick and stone until you find it. ....you could be lucky, or not. maybe you could get clues on the way.
is there a back door to finding it?
the first thing i have to do is to sit down and think for a second. stop time. because you know as long as you are not afraid.
My relation to sugar....what is it?
I'm quite scared of it. i feel like i'm a bad, hated and lonely person if i'd want it. we could stop here for a first analysis - what is "to want energy/satisfy the thirst"? sweet things are associated with earth/ground. so are fat people and sturdy or strong people. sweet is home. milk. sleep and awake. to sink in. mother. if we translate that directly: "i am afraid of embracing the protection of my mother." but there is a roughness in this that isn't giving the full picture. the information retieval system isn't aware of where to retrieve tthe information. it only knows that the information is placed somewhere, and with a rough description of what it might look like and what the purpouse of getting it is to the current level.
How will I look for the information? there are some strategies: you find a script that translates the information on all the levels(ref. up), which means you have to unlock the levels into a sphere when the information is recieved. change yourself. the second option is to find a script that translates the path to the information. change the view. find a script that allows the exact copy of the information so that your current level reads a script of its future (which is not the most effective way). Then you could only pack up for a long night and search under every stick and stone until you find it. ....you could be lucky, or not. maybe you could get clues on the way.
is there a back door to finding it?
the first thing i have to do is to sit down and think for a second. stop time. because you know as long as you are not afraid.

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